Gie 2005

Childhood in Jakarta sparks early curiosity

Soe Hok Gie grows up in a lower-middle class Chinese Indonesian family in Jakarta, where the world of ideas first captures his imagination. In his early teens he seeks out knowledge from literary and intellectual sources and begins to shape his own sense of justice. These formative years sow the seeds of a fighter's spirit and a lifelong concern for his country.

Formation of fighter’s spirit and idealism for Indonesia

He develops a fighter's spirit, loyalty to friends, and a blunt intolerance of injustice. He envisions an Indonesia founded on justice, equality, and righteousness, even when others doubt his convictions. This period frames his lifelong mission and moral compass.

Friendship and questions about the struggle

Even with close friends Tan Tjin Han and Herman Lantang, he hears the recurring question: 'What is all this fighting for?' Soe answers with steady conviction about freedom's price and duty to the oppressed. The trio's dynamic reveals both camaraderie and growing ideological tensions.

UI days, nature hikes, Mapala UI bonds

During university years, Soe and his circle find respite in hiking and nature with the Nature-Loving Students of UI. They bond over films, traditional arts, and social gatherings, balancing study with shared passions. These moments anchor his life amid turbulent politics.

Neutral stance amid Sukarno-era clashes

The era’s clashes between the military and PKI unfold as Soe and peers insist on political neutrality. He respects Sukarno but detests the dictatorship that harms the poor and oppressed. He watches the power struggle from the sidelines while formulating principled positions.

Activism through discussion, unions, media

Soe speaks out through discussion groups, student unions, and media criticisms, turning ethical concerns into public discourse. He remains wary of movements that seem to champion change but serve personal gain. This activism earns him both sympathy and formidable enemies.

Sympathy and enemies from various interests

The rising political volatility attracts both supporters and intimidators who seek his endorsement. He manages pressure from diverse interest groups and faces covert threats. The environment tests his resolve and commitment to neutrality and justice.

Tan's PKI entanglement and Soe's warning

Tan Tjin Han becomes entangled with PKI in a way Soe cannot fully grasp. Soe warns him to sever ties and lay low, underscoring the dangers of political complicity in a volatile climate. Tan refuses to heed the warning, foreshadowing a growing rift between them.

Reunion with Tan and growing tension

By their twenties, Soe and Tan reunite for a time, but the old camaraderie is strained by Tan’s PKI ties and Soe’s insistence on staying neutral. Their conversations reflect a clash between loyalty and political principle. The moment captures the personal costs of ideological divergence.

Leisure and shared passions as anchoring life

Amid political upheaval, Soe and his circle continue hiking, watching films, and enjoying performing arts, using these pleasures to sustain hope and solidarity. These activities provide relief from fear and intimidation while reinforcing their shared humanity. They remind him that life’s beauty coexists with demanding moral commitments.

The price of freedom and moral stance

Soe’s conviction that freedom carries a price becomes a guiding principle as personal costs mount. He embraces a steadfast, measured approach to justice, recognizing that principled stands can provoke danger and isolation. The narrative treats this price as essential to his character.