OC87: The Obsessive Compulsive, Major Depression, Bipolar, Asperger's Movie 2012

Soon after graduating from college, Buddy Clayman faced the harsh reality of mental illness, which severely impacted his aspirations in Hollywood. Now, after thirty years of treatment, medications, and the ups and downs of life, Buddy refuses to wait for his symptoms to disappear; instead, he is embarking on an ambitious venture to create the movie of his life. In OC87, he takes on dual roles as both the subject and one of the directors, crafting a documentary that is both innovative and deeply touching, delivering a powerful message of mental health recovery.

The narrative intricately weaves together Buddy’s history with Major Depression and Bipolar Disorder and juxtaposes these past struggles with his current battles and triumphs over Asperger’s Syndrome and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. As he reclaims his identity as a filmmaker, Buddy candidly documents his personal victories and setbacks, navigating what he describes as “the fight inside my head,” alongside the complicated dynamics within his loving family.

Buddy’s journey extends beyond his own experiences, as he travels across the country to connect with various individuals, including a TV star, psychiatrist, and radio news anchor, all of whom share their unique narratives surrounding mental illness and recovery. Each encounter reveals profound insights and emotional arcs that resonate deeply.

Behind the camera, a parallel story unfolds as Buddy, the Director, grapples with the unpredictable challenges that come with creating an incisive, highly personal documentary. He holds on to the belief that this film will not only transform him but also touch the lives of those who watch it. Ultimately, from the depths of his suffering, a nuanced portrayal of imperfect courage emerges, serving as a powerful testament to the themes of acceptance, change, and unwavering hope.