The Brown Bunny 2004

As Bud Clay (Vincent Gallo) sets off on a solitary journey from New Hampshire to California, his thoughts are ensnared by the poignant memories of his lost love, Daisy. The vastness of the open road becomes a confidant, a space where he can openly express the sorrow and regret stemming from their troubled past. Bud’s travels bring him into contact with various women, each brief encounter amplifying his feelings of emptiness and disconnection from those around him.

His first, fleeting connection occurs with Violet, whom he meets at a gas station in New Hampshire. Although she agrees to accompany him on his adventure, Bud’s inability to form a solid connection quickly shows as he leaves her behind at home, neglecting even to let her gather her things. Next, he finds himself at Daisy’s childhood residence, taking a moment to honor their shared history by visiting the spot where her cherished brown bunny once lived.

As the journey unfolds, Bud’s self-reflection deepens, unraveling the fabric of his emotional state. A visit to a pet shelter stirs unsettling thoughts, particularly when he inquires about rabbit life expectancy—a stark reminder of the fragility of human connections. At a rest stop, he encounters Lilly, a woman overwhelmed with distress. He offers her comfort and even shares a gentle kiss, but his vulnerability crumbles into tears, forcing him to leave her behind, mirroring the connections that fade into nothingness throughout his journey.

With his motorcycle acting as an extension of himself, Bud embraces the rush of speed at the Bonneville Speedway. In Las Vegas, he navigates the city’s hidden corners, pausing to observe street workers before inviting Rose, a prostitute, to dine with him. Despite enjoying a meal from McDonald’s in his truck, their bond remains shallow, and Bud ultimately relinquishes her companionship, sending her back to her old life.

Upon reaching Los Angeles, Bud visits his motorcycle mechanic for a routine check-up. Wandering back to Daisy’s childhood home only finds him faced with abandonment. He leaves a heartfelt note on the doorframe before checking into a hotel room where, unexpectedly, Daisy appears.

Their reunion is drenched in tension, heightened by Daisy’s jittery behavior as she frequently excuses herself to smoke crack cocaine, leaving Bud to wait in anxious silence. When she suggests stepping out for drinks, Bud must confront the haunting specter of their shared past—he has vowed to abstain from alcohol after their turbulent history of drinking together.

As the whirlwind of emotions escalates between Bud and Daisy, a fierce quarrel ignites over her interactions with other men, culminating in a moment of raw passion. Bud, stripped bare of pretense, loses himself in a haze of desire, while Daisy succumbs to the moment, their bodies entwined but followed by a barrage of biting accusations that cut deeply into their already frayed relationship.

Their conversation unravels, revealing a cloud of suspicion that looms over Bud as he questions Daisy about her late-night adventures. Her denial of wrongdoing only fans the flames of his anxiety until the truth begins to emerge—tragedy lurked in the shadows: Daisy was pregnant during that questionable party and suffered a horrific ordeal, resulting in the loss of their unborn child.

With jarring flashbacks, the audience experiences the grim reality of Daisy’s trauma—the moment Bud stood frozen, unable to act, as her life unraveled before him. The suffocating weight of guilt over his inertia eats away at Bud’s already diminished self-worth. When pressed by Daisy about his failure to intervene, his words are muffled by the overwhelming tide of shame and grief.

As the story barrels towards its devastating climax, the truth about Daisy’s demise unfolds. Her struggle to regain consciousness post-assault proves fatal; her body, unable to bear the inflicted damage, secures her tragic fate. Left alone, Bud grapples with the aftermath of their connection—now, a mere figment of his suffering imagination. As he navigates the desolate California landscape in his truck, the crushing solitude reinforces his perpetual loss, consigning him to the barren wilderness of his own remorse.