Swimming Upstream 2005

The cinematic narrative unfolds over a decade-long journey, tracing the life of Anthony Fingleton, starting from his childhood in Brisbane, Australia, during the mid-1950s, all the way to the significant day of the men’s 100m backstroke final at the 1964 Summer Olympics. As the second of five children in a working-class family led by his parents, Harold and Dora Fingleton, Tony grew up in a home plagued by dysfunction. The emotional scars left on Harold from his childhood, marked by the degradation of his mother as a prostitute, deeply impacted the familial dynamics. This trauma manifested itself in the form of physical and emotional abuse directed towards Dora and their children, with Tony suffering the most, especially given Harold’s tendency to favor those who excelled in sports.

In a desperate effort to cope, each of the five siblings devised their own means of self-preservation, sometimes at the cost of family unity. The local swimming pool became a sanctuary for the younger four, offering them a respite from their turbulent home life. However, things took a turn when Tony and his younger brother, John, showcased their swimming talents, garnering their father’s attention as he took it upon himself to train them. Despite Tony’s relentless efforts, he struggled to gain Harold’s approval, who instead directed his praise towards John, encouraging a rivalry that saw Tony pushed ever harder. Following a fierce competition between the brothers in state finals, their relationship deteriorated, leading Tony to retreat into solitary training, where he remarkably secured second place at the 1962 British Empire and Commonwealth Games without any support from his father, who had grown increasingly withdrawn and reliant on alcohol. Meanwhile, John’s failure to qualify for the Olympics only deepened the rift between them, prompting him to abandon competitive swimming.

As Tony approached a crossroads in life, he grappled with the immense pressure of upholding his father’s legacy while revealing to his mother that swimming had become his escape from the clutches of poverty in Brisbane. This realization dawned on him after his impressive medal achievement at the Commonwealth Games, which earned him a coveted sports scholarship to Harvard University. Faced with the opportunity to represent Australia on an international stage, Tony made the audacious choice to swap his national colors for a crimson and white varsity jacket, prioritizing his education at Harvard instead.

The film reaches its climax at the revered grounds of Cambridge, where Tony glides through the water with enviable skill, his backstroke a shining example of his hard work and dedication. Achieving a personal best, memories of his challenging childhood course through his mind like a cinematic montage, reflecting on his struggles, sacrifices, and unwavering resolve that propelled him to this point.

Simultaneously, the 1964 Olympics play out on nearby television screens, bringing with them the iconic image of Dawn Fraser, a poignant reminder of the unchosen paths in life. Tony’s coach poses a thought-provoking question, asking if he would have preferred to swim among the world’s elite at the Tokyo Games. However, Tony’s response is unwavering: > “I’m exactly where I want to be.” At last, he has liberated himself from the constraints of his dysfunctional upbringing, standing ready to embrace a promising academic and professional future, as indicated in the film’s closing credits.