In My Skin 2003

Drama

Horror

Rank

#3,249

Box Office

$52K

Runtime

93 min

Language

Portuguese

Directed by

Marina de Van

Made by

Wellspring Media

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One night in Paris, Esther, a marketing professional, attends a house party with colleagues. In the backyard she injures her leg on exposed industrial supplies. The accident goes unnoticed at first, and it isn’t until later, while she inspections an upstairs bathroom, that she realizes the injury. After the party, a doctor patches her up and wonders why she didn’t feel the hurt initially; Esther seems indifferent to any cosmetic damage.

The next day, while taking a bath, she becomes fascinated by the folds of skin around her thigh. Her boyfriend, Vincent Laurent Lucas, notices the injury and grows concerned about her numbness. He tests her sensitivity by lightly touching her arm when she isn’t looking. She reacts normally, but their exchange grows tense and they quickly reconcile.

At work, Esther impulsively rushes into a filing closet and cuts herself again with a scrap of metal. She tells her friend Sandrine, Léa Drucker, that she has just cut herself and laughs it off. Sandrine invites Esther to stay over for the night. There, as Esther takes a shower, Sandrine notices the cuts on Esther’s leg. Esther remains indifferent to Sandrine’s concerns. Later, when they talk about work, Sandrine reveals her own ambition to move up in the company.

The following day Esther informs Sandrine of a promotion, while Esther later shares with Vincent Sandrine’s jealousy; he is more worried about the new injuries to Esther’s leg. Esther asks him to stop questioning her, and he reluctantly agrees as they discuss moving in together.

During a dinner with her supervisor and important clients, Esther’s arm moves on its own and eventually detaches from her body. She begins to stab at it with a steak knife, excuses herself from the table, and carries the knife to continue cutting and gnawing at her arm. She checks into a hotel and continues to cut and chew at her hands and thighs, leaving large bite marks. She deliberately crashes her car in the woods to explain the injuries. Vincent meets her in the ambulance, Laurent Lucas inspecting her cuts and growing suspicious.

Back home, they discuss moving in after she heals, while the supervisor berates her for the behavior at dinner. While walking to work the next day, Esther purchases a camera and a new knife. She goes to another hotel and begins to cut at her flesh again, including her face. She asks a pharmacist about preserving a piece of her skin that she cut out. Back at her hotel room, she calls her work to apologize for her unexplained absence. She also leaves a phone message for Vincent telling him that she will not be home that night. The next morning, she wakes, inspects the now-shriveled piece of skin, places it in her bra, and quickly leaves the room. A subsequent shot shows Esther still lying on the bed, staring vacantly into the camera. The shot fades to black.

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Party injury in Paris

Esther injures her leg on industrial supplies in the backyard during a house party. She doesn't notice the wound at first, only realizing it later when she quietly inspects it in an upstairs bathroom. The incident foreshadows a disturbing preoccupation with her body that will unfold over the following days.

Night of the party Paris, at a house party

Doctor patches her up

The next day she visits a doctor who patches the wound and questions why she didn't feel the injury initially. The doctor is puzzled, and Esther also wonders about it, though she remains unconcerned about any cosmetic damage. The interaction plants seeds of unease about her numbness.

The day after the party Doctor's clinic

Bath fascination begins

While soaking in the bath, Esther becomes fascinated by the folds of skin around her thigh. The inspection feels intimate and unsettling, hinting at a growing fixation. There is no external threat yet, only an inward curiosity.

The following morning Home bathroom

Vincent tests her sensation

Vincent notices the injury is not painful for Esther and tests her by lightly touching her arm when she isn't looking. She responds normally, but the moment sparks a dispute between them. They argue, then reconcile, as if walking a line between concern and suspicion.

The same day as the bath Esther and Vincent's home

Self-harm at work

At work, Esther impulsively slips into a filing closet and cuts herself again with a piece of metal. The act isn't swept under the rug; later she casually tells her friend Sandrine that she cut herself, then laughs it off. The secrecy and nonchalance deepen the mystery around her condition.

That day Office

Sandrine's discovery and jealousy

Sandrine later discovers the cuts when Esther visits and is visibly concerned. Esther is indifferent to Sandrine's worries, even as Sandrine hints at jealousy over Esther's promotion and rising status at work. The tension foreshadows the strain in Esther's relationships.

That evening Sandrine's place/office

Promotion announcement and concern

Esther informs Sandrine that she has been promoted, which strains Sandrine further. Vincent expresses more worry about Esther's increasingly alarming injuries. Esther asks him to stop questioning her, signaling a withdrawal from the support systems around her.

Next day Work

Dinner encounter and arm detaches

During a dinner with Esther's supervisor and important clients, her arm moves on its own and eventually detaches from her body. She stabs at the arm with a steak knife, then excuses herself to continue cutting and gnawing at it. The scene marks a dramatic escalation of her self-injury.

During the dinner Restaurant

Hotel, cuts, and a car crash

Esther checks into a hotel and continues to cut and chew her hands and thighs, leaving large bite marks. She purposely crashes her car in the woods to rationalize her injuries, and Vincent meets her in the ambulance, becoming increasingly suspicious. The crash becomes a tangible symbol of her unraveling.

After the dinner Hotel; woods; ambulance

Home talk of moving in; supervisor reprimand

Back home, Vincent discusses future plans to move in after she heals, while Esther faces a new reprimand from her supervisor for the dinner incident. The dual pressures reveal the collapse of normal life around her. The audience sees the widening rift between Esther and those around her.

Following the crash Home and workplace

A new purchase: camera and knife

The day after, Esther goes out to purchase a camera and a new knife, signaling a continuing preoccupation with recording or documenting her body. The purchases hint at a ritual or compulsion underpinning her actions. The world around her begins to feel increasingly distant.

Next day City street/shops

Another hotel and further mutilation

Esther checks into another hotel and intensifies her self-harm, cutting flesh including her face. The acts grow more violent and public, blurring the line between sensation and grotesque ritual. The hotel room becomes a stage for her unraveling.

That night Hotel

Pharmacist: preserving a piece of skin

She inquires at a pharmacy about preserving a piece of her skin that she cut out, indicating a fixation with possession and fragmentation of her body. The request adds a clinical, almost objectifying dimension to her actions. The scene underscores her detachment from normal boundaries.

Following the hotel incident Pharmacy

Phone call to work and Vincent's message

Back at the hotel, Esther calls her work to apologize for her unexplained absence and leaves a message for Vincent saying she will not be home that night. The normal channels of communication fray as she drifts away from her relationships. The film builds toward a silent, unsettling climax.

Morning after the hotel incident Hotel room

Final image: shriveled skin in her bra

The following morning, Esther wakes, inspects a now-shriveled piece of skin, places it in her bra, and stares vacantly into the camera. She leaves the room as the image lingers, and the frame fades to black. The closing shot cements the film's sense of alienation and obsession.

Morning Hotel room

In My Skin Characters

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Esther (Marina de Van)

Esther is a Paris-based marketing professional who becomes fixated on her own body after a minor injury at a house party. As the injuries mount, she treats the harm with indifferent curiosity, resisting concern from friends and colleagues. Her fascination with skin and sensation leads to escalating self-harm and a growing disconnection from normal social norms, straining her relationships with Vincent and Sandrine.

🩹 Self-harm 🧠 Obsession 👥 Relationships

Sandrine (Léa Drucker)

Sandrine is Esther’s friend and colleague who notices the strange injuries and attempts to look out for her. She is ambitious at work, and Esther’s promotion fuels Sandrine’s jealousy, injecting tension into their friendship and the office dynamics. She cares enough to express concern when she discovers the cuts, but she struggles to fully understand Esther’s grip on her own body.

👥 Friend at work 🏢 Workplace 🎯 Ambition and jealousy

Vincent (Laurent Lucas)

Vincent is Esther’s boyfriend who becomes deeply unsettled by Esther’s injuries and behavior. He tests whether she can feel pain, seeking reassurance and clarity, which only heightens the tension between them. His concern alternates with suspicion as the situation escalates, and he remains a central figure as they discuss moving in together.

💑 Relationship 🧭 Control 🗣️ Communication

In My Skin Settings

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Location

Paris, France

The story unfolds across Parisian settings—from a house party and office spaces to hotels and medical clinics. The city’s sleek urban fabric provides a backdrop for Esther's escalating detachment and boundary-pushing. Key locations include parties, a doctor’s clinic, a work dinner, and hotel rooms, all serving as stages for her volatile relationship with her body.

🏙️ Urban city setting 🗼 Paris France 🏢 Corporate and hotel locales

In My Skin Themes

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Self-harm

Esther’s acts of self-injury begin as private curiosity and spiral into a compulsive ritual that shapes her sense of reality. The film traces how pain and the act of cutting become a substitute for control, while social interactions grow increasingly distant. The self-harm sequences are presented with clinical distance, emphasizing isolation and a disconnection from ordinary social cues.

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Identity

Esther’s body becomes a battleground for her evolving identity, as sensations override normal thoughts and expectations. Her self-image shifts with each injury, blurring the line between victim and agent. The movie probes what it means to be oneself when the body becomes a site of fascination and fear.

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Control

Control drives the narrative as Esther’s behavior destabilizes her personal and professional life. She resists explanations and pushes boundaries in her relationships, prompting concern from friends and suspicion from loved ones. The film uses her escalating acts to critique autonomy and the limits of self-governance.

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